* I love the way you wear that eyeliner, beautiful.

Goodbye

Fri, 20 May 2005 21:44:25 GMT

No more entrys. My livejournal is dead. :(

Goodbye my fellow people.

I love you all.<3

Thu, 05 May 2005 01:26:18 GMT

Name: Taylor

Nicknames: Tay, T, skittles , slut by meg

Birthday: September 27 1990

Birthplace: Around here lol
=Now=
Current mood: bored
Current music: nothing
Current taste: tic tac
Current hair: back and curly
Current clothes: red sleep pants jamies bought me for Xmas, and pink shirt
Current smell: clean! (just got out of the shower)
Current thing I ought to be doing: finishing the dishes
Current windows open: AIM, LJ
Current desktop picture: This really cute puppy
Current favorite band: Folly
Current hate: my hair.
=Do I=
Smoke? cigegrates no pot yes
Have a dream that keeps coming back? nope
Read the newspaper? Not usually
Believe in miracles? I guess
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? Yeah
Consider yourself tolerant of others? it depends
Consider love a mistake? no, not at all
Like the taste of alcohol? most of it
Have a favorite candy? Skittles!
Believe in astrology? sure why not
Believe in magic? no
Have any pets: i wish!!! :(
Go to or plan to go to college: yeah
Have any piercings? no
Have any tattoos? no
Hate yourself: noo
Have an obsession? yeah jamie
Have a secret crush? nope
Have a best friend? yeah a couple
Wish on stars? sometimes
Care about looks? kinda, but its not that important
=Love life=
First crush: Mike G
First kiss: stupid bitch Mel.
Single or attached? Very attached to the love of my life
Do you believe in love at first sight? kinda
Do you believe in "the one?" yeah
Describe your ideal significant other: a person that doesnt care how stupid i sound. Someone who loves me for me. Someone who is honest and tells me things straight up. someone i know that will stick with me through even the hardest times
=Word association=
Rubber: condom
Rock:music
Green: jamies favorite color
wet: water
sad: tears
Peanut: butter
hey: bye
Cold:ice
Steamy: sex
Fast: running
Freaky:kinky ;)
Rain: kissing
=APPEARANCE=
Hair: dark.
Eyes: brown, green , or blue
Height: taller than me but now crazy taller
=EITHER / OR=
club or houseparty: club
beer or cider: cider
cats or dogs: dogs
pen or pencil: pen
gloves or mittens: gloves
food or candy: both
cassette or cd: cd
coke or pepsi: coke
this or that: this
=LAST PERSON YOU=
talked to: my mom
hugged: Becca
instant messaged: jamie
kissed: jamie
=WHERE DO YOU=
eat: anywhere
sleep: my bed or my sisters bed
=HAVE YOU EVER=
Dated one of your best friends? yes
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? well i wouldnt say..cry
Done drugs? no
Broken the law? yeah
Run away from home? i came back
Broken a bone? nope
Played Truth Or Dare? yeah
Kissed someone you didn't know? yes
Come close to dying? I think when I was younger
=WHAT IS=
Your bedroom like? not to messy not to clean
Your favorite restaurant? Dennys
=RANDOM QUESTIONS=
What's on your bedside table? pictures of all my friends
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? "step mom" fucking damn movie
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you get done? stomach
What is your biggest fear? death
What feature are you most insecure about? my face
Do you ever have to beg? yeah
Are you a pyromaniac? whats that?
Do you have too many love interests? no
Do you know anyone famous?no
Describe your bed: blue
Spontaneous or plan? plan doesnt always work so well
Do you know how to play poker?yeah
What do you carry with you at all times? cell phone, money, chapstick
How do you drive? i dont drive yet
What do you miss most about being little? my lil puppy id bring around (toy)
Are you happy with your given name? at moments
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year? $100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000
What color is your bedroom? with and blue
What was the last song you were listening to? Sonny- NFG
Do you talk a lot? depends on who I'm with
Do you think you're cute? sometimes
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? no!!
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person? yeah

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 23:50:39 GMT

Dear Jamie,

There are so many people out in this world. So many people that share feelings for one another and thats just fine. But with you and me its different. We're not some boring lovey dovey same thing every day couple. No. Were so much more. Way much more. Everyday I feel like I'm learning something new about myself and you. I can tell that it really was ment to be. When we first met I never knew it be like this. I never figured I'd fall head over heals, crazy, madly, just so in love with you. After we first met I didn't think I'd see you again. I never thought I'd hear or have your voice even inside my head. Than you came back, I wanted to stick right next to you that whole entire time. I wanted to just sit there with you and learn about you as much as I could. I'm so happy I got the nerve to tell you everything, how I was bi, how I liked you. Everything. You make me feel so amazing. Before I met you of course you know I wasn't the best person to date. And I'm not saying I am now. Before I met you I was a liar,cheater, I was everything but true. I played so many people. Dated one after another without even caring. When we first started likeing each other I had to think about alot of things. Such as " will it work?" "will I end up being the stupid girl I always am" "do I really love her". And yes I knew I was right about loving you. I knew the risks too. Family, friends,school, Becca. But it didn't even matter. All I wanted was to have you with me. So many times I would try to ask you out. But I get scared or remebered rhiannon. Over winter break it was the most perfect moment. Until I fucked it up. But either way I did it you said yes and weve been together ever since. Four months. Yes there have been times when we upseted each other and other times when we couldnt stop kissing but isn't that what relationships are all about? Baby I know I haven't been the best I can be, but I'm trying. I know I can't give you everything youv always wanted. But I can give you my heart and all my trust. I love you more than anyone will ever understand. I can't see myself with anybody else but you. Your the one I wanna spend all my days with. Your the one person I know I could call at 5am and doesn't mind talking to me until we both fall asleep. Your the only person I wanna spend all those hard times and share all those good times. Jamie you are the one for me.

I love you
Taylor

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 23:27:18 GMT

She kisses me when my lips are just so cold.♥

Sat, 23 Apr 2005 21:05:11 GMT

I smoked more than I could.
OH wow was Matt's party insane.
Lol me and meg finally lived our goal to get high together
Me and Becca like fully made up
I got to fall asleep in Jamie's arms. =)

Yeah, I guess I can say I had a very good Friday.

Family party today. =/
Uggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
They are so dumb and boring,
I hope Jamie&Becca come to it

I wonder why I never really blog in here anymore
Guess I'v become those dumb people who love myspace
One more friend and I have 100 people on it!
...yeah I am obssesed.

*ilovejamie!

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 00:49:36 GMT

Aww I freaking love that picture for a banner!!
Lol cliff this was some surpise, thanx babe.
Well umm dunno what to write in here so yeah

I love jamie!

Thu, 14 Apr 2005 00:15:57 GMT

I love you, Tete!
I'm sorry we fought.
And for all the stupid shit.
But i'll always love you.

So many memories...
♥

-Cliffy

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 01:33:09 GMT

Sooooo much drama...

I love highschool. lol

ummmm...yeahhhh

I love jamie, 6 more days till our 4 months!
soooo fucking happy!

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 07:07:10 GMT

its 3:06

what the hell am I doing still up?

Tue, 29 Mar 2005 15:29:22 GMT

I haven't been on here for like ever. Umm But I still have no idea on what to write. Well Ummmm...its spring break, woo. I hung out with Jamie yesterday,and maybe today and tommrow. Umm I feel icky so I'm gonna go take a shower. Not much of an entry was this? lol oh well.

<3Tay

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 19:07:24 GMT

I love Jamie <3

...... I dunno didn't know what else to write.

Just posting out of boredom.

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 21:31:06 GMT

Someone better fill it out!

Body: 1. Name:

2. Age:

3. Height/Weight:

4. Fave Color:

5. Fave Movie:

6. Fave Song:

7. Fave Band:

8. Most Embarassing Moment:

9. Are you a virgin?

HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

1. Are we friends?

2. Do you have a crush on me?

3. Would you kiss me?

4. ...with tongue?

5. Would you enjoy it?

6. Would you ever ask me out?

7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?

8. Would you hold me if I was crying?

9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?

10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?

11. If I gave you my phone number, would you call me?

12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?

13. Do you talk shit about me?

14. Do you think I'm a good person?

15. Would you let me sleep with you?

16. Would you take me to a romantic walk on the beach and let me lay with you?

17.Do you think I'm hot?

18. If you could change anything about me -would you?

19. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

20. Would you ever have sex with me?

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 06:01:33 GMT

Yawn

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 05:23:55 GMT

This weekend was soo great. Sucks it had to end of me getting sick. I spent it all with Jamie basically. Everyday I was with her. I love her so much. I can't go to school tomrrow cause I'm to sick.

"I knew an ex relationship could break my heart
but I didnt know a friendship could do even
worse damage"

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 19:54:27 GMT

I don't understand why fate led us to meet

eachother but won`t allow us to be [[together]]

(I found that pretty, and so true.)

Regga is sexy <3

Sat, 18 Dec 2004 18:41:48 GMT

Friday was weird, me and rhiannon were like togther but like, how can I explain this. It wasn't the best time in the world. I mean we didnt fight or anything but we just aren't. And I liek said soemthing that might change this whole relationship for awhile. After she left I felt alot better. Than my dad took me to TacoBell. woo! Than I went to Beccas to sleep over. Oh my god I felt so happy. All we did was laugh and I told Becca and Jamie about the night before about the soda fight with me and Rhiannon. I don't think Becca likes Rhiannon anymore because of me crying and stuff. Well anyway we kinda just went to ebd late but Bec's cat kept waking me up by like bitting my leg, lol. He's so cute though oh god. Than me and JAmie kinda woke up at the same time and just talked and play with the kitten until Becca woke up too. Which wasn't for like hours. Than Bec's mom bought us bagels. heh yay! Than dad came and got me and now tonight I'm going to the family party. Guess what I'm gonna see Morgan! woo. I wounder what shes liek now, guess I'm gonan find out. I hope we will be alot beter than last time. But not as friendly as we were two years ago. lol omg we have the weirdest history together. Anyway, Im gonna go.

bye.

Stole this from Lauren

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 16:01:32 GMT

[x] happy.
[ ] quadrilingual.
[ ] Hawaiian.
[ ] Samoan.
[ ] Filipino.
[ ] Korean.
[ ] British.
[x] Italian.
[ ] Canadian.
[ ] black.
[ ] hispanic.
[ ] Irish.
[ ] Asian.
[ ] German.
[ ] French.
[ ] a mutt or mix of everything.
[ ] Indonesian.
[ ] short.
[x] in between.
[ ] tall.
[ ] grounded.
[x] sick.
[ ] mad.
[x] lazy.
[ ] single.
[x] taken.
[ ] looking.
[ ] you have groups of fucks and likes eh depends on context
[ ] not looking.
[ ] brokenhearted.
[ ] IMing someone.
[x] scared to die.
[ ] tired.
[ ] sleepy.
[ ] annoyed.
[x] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[ ] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[x] in your pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[ ] listening to music.
[ ] watching TV.

Have you...

[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[x] kissed a member of the same sex.
[ ] crashed a friend's car.
[ ] been to Japan.
[x] ridden in a taxi.
[ ] been in love.
[x] shoplifted.
[ ] been fired.
[ ] been in a fist fight.
[x] snuck out of your house.
[x] ever had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] ever dated someone of the same sex.
[x] had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] been arrested.
[x] made out with a stranger.
[ ] stole something from my job.
[ ] celebrated New Years in Times Square.
[ ] gone on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[ ] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] been to Europe.
[x] skipped school.
[ ] slept with a co-worker.
[ ] been married.
[ ] gotten divorced.
[ ] had children.
[ ] seen someone die.
[ ] been to Africa.
[ ] had a crush on one of my myspace friends.
[x] slapped someone I loved.
[ ] driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/concert.
[ ] been to Canada.
[ ] been to Mexico.
[X] been on a plane.
[x] seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[x] thrown up.
[ ] purposely set a part of myself on fire.
[ ] been snowboarding.
[x] met someone in person from the internet.
[ ] taken painkillers for fun.
[x] miss someone right now
[x] kissed just a friend.
[x] have a crush on anyone right now.
[x] ever been asked to a formal dance.
[x] sick and tired of the opposite sex.

I miss.

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 01:40:37 GMT

10 things I miss most:

1)Soccer
2)my old computer
3)hanging out with Kate like every weekend
4)rhiannon
5)Burger King
6)marie I never see or hear from you!
7)my favorite hurly sweatshirt
8)foamy cartoons.
9)my lion king movie i lost it
10) my puppy furby!!

Does anyone remeber last year? so different. This year has its ups and downs. Whats everyone doing this weekend? If you want to hang out, deffintly call my cell phone. lol

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 15:31:20 GMT

Thanksgiving was a huge bore. Atleast I had fun playing cards with Allie, Jared, Tanner, and Jimmy. Everyone had like a two hour conversation how skinny I got and how much I look better whith dark hair than when I was blond. Sooo true. Well today I think I know what were doing. Like I'm suppose to hang out with a bunch of people today. Becks still gotta call me. Oh yeah and today is me and rhiannon's one month annaverysery(sp?) SO I'm seeing her later in the day as well. heh. Well thats it....bye bye.

*iloveyou

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 01:16:41 GMT

How can I fix all these problems I have made?
Please don't make this the end already!!

.....

Random things.

Thu, 18 Nov 2004 23:43:52 GMT

-I saw Rhiannon twice today!
-Once in the bathroom where some indian chick who looked like she was 6 saw us kiss and ran out all scared, the other was in our usual spot in the halls
-She gave me a lolie pop. aw!
-Im sooo hungry still
-Im talking to danielle about how to give an orgasm lmao
-Im also talking to good ol' Marie. yay
-I need to cut these bangs soon or their gonna grow out to long
-some junior called me slow, fat, and ugly
- Fucking asshole
-Im really good friends with Rachel now
-I saw a black mans penis for the first...hope its the last
-Im gonna go to beccas house soon
-Megans going to England for a week
-I'll miss her alot
-Wheres Amanda been?
-Jared showed me his "sexualtiy" book for college
-They learn some cool stuff like how to give orgasms and stuff
-Jared showed me this new band thats fucking awsome as anything
-I got good grades in all my classes
-rhiannon gave me all these braclets cause mine broke, shes so cute
- Joy hates me now, ugh
-she knows im dating a girl too
- my parents are going to some wake thing
-Im gonna go now bye.

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 02:34:11 GMT

Im gonna have a party this weekend. Who wants to come?

<3

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 02:47:14 GMT

I love Rhiannon Long. <33

This has been the best week of my life. I'll never forget it.

Guys I'm so happy.

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 00:26:35 GMT

I got a girlfriend!

Me & Rhiannon are going out!
Guys I couldn't be happier!

<333 I wont mess this up!

Marie I got my cake, but I wont eat it, stay away from pie!
lmao i love that girl.

Her story.

Sun, 17 Oct 2004 23:55:22 GMT

Its pretty long, and its only part one!

Her story.
Part one

I'm a normal girl. Nothing to glamour,
but nothing to plain. I have the nicest eyes that always go searching for so many things. In ways I'm like a little child. Never happy with one thing. I am yet so young, jailbait I would be nicknamed. So much like the other girls, one thing different is I see girls as a whole new level.

First weeks of school are never the most fun for freshman. Teased and pushed it seems like it could never end. Before the school year started I thought to myself "what can I do to make the older kids and new people like me?” Than it hit me, a sport. I was always athletic, fast, and smart and knew which sport to play. My parents put my sister, brother, and I in different sports to keep us active so we would never be home. My sister loved gymnastic, the grace and ways your limber body can fly in the air. My brother’s passion was for wrestling. High school boys must have a thing for beating the crap out of each other, but he enjoyed it. I, being the youngest was of course influenced on my sibling and their sports. At an early age my parents saw I had a real interested with balls always kicking them and running for them. As I played I ran, fast I may add. Than it was chosen soccer would be my goal sport.

As my summer came to a close I received a letter in the mail it was from my new high school asking to join the soccer team. I began to run more imagining what people I meet and hopping for the best. My friends joked at me saying I would hit on the other teammates. I laughed it off knowing they were half right, but soccer was more on my mind. After a few weeks of practice the team started to really warm up to each other. Before I knew it I was becoming good friends with all grades. Out of the older girls I only talked to two, one of them who was named Christina was more like me than I would have guessed. She opened up to us and said she was a lesbian. My friends looked mostly at me for my reaction thinking would I come out to with my sexuality. But I had a boyfriend and if it got to him I knew our relationship would be doomed. That night I was sitting on my friend’s porch asking “what if shes the only other one in that school? Will I be alone and have no girl company like that again?” She shook her head and looked me in the eyes and replied “No this is a whole new world to you, shes not the right one but you’ll meet that one some time. Its just best you actually meet one of your own I guess.” She was right I just didn’t believe it for a while.

As the season began I moved up in the levels (freshman, JV, Varsity ect.). I landed up on JV because the coaches saw how well I work with them and pushed a couple other freshmen up. This way I became even better friends with girls I didn’t think knew I lived. On a water break I sat next to this girl named Brittney and we talked for a while and our friendship stayed pretty good. I practiced with her, said hi to her in the hallways and mostly grown to really like her. She was always with this girl. The girl was so nice looking too. She had sort of the same looks as Brittney and yet different. For example she was sorter, had longer hair that was black and curly. She has these brown eyes that you didn’t see everyday. And I never heard her spoke once.

The girls’ locker room was a place where before and after practice and games we would talk about our days and secrets. I sat next to Brittney and was waiting for everyone else to get ready for a game. When I couldn’t believe it I heard Brittney say something I never would have guessed.

“My sister is a lesbian. And shes only sixteen! Can you believe it?”

I didn’t even know she had a sister. It looked like she was talking to Christina about it. I looked up and saw her face lid up like anything. And than Christina asked for Brittney’s sister’s number. I watched as she gave her the number and than watched Christina walk out. I rushed out thinking maybe Christina could find me a girl. It had been so long since I had girl company like that before. I always seemed to have a certain attraction to girls more than boys any day. I walked up behind Christina and said,

“Do you think any girls on the soccer team are cute?”
“Yes a couple are why?”
“I think one of the seniors is really cute”
Her eyes widen as in shock as I said a girl was cute.
“Are you gay too?”
I laughed and shook my head and confessed I was bisexual.
She laughed and said I was cute and I’d look good with one of my other friends she knew.

She walked away with leaving me with no tips or help on girls. You think the girl would help me out or something. As the weeks went on I once again had the pleasure of staying with boys. But one sad night me and my boyfriend had a break off and it was over. At soccer practice we talked about how lame boys were anyway and the girls made me laugh with jokes about how my boyfriend wasn’t that cute anyway. As I walked off onto the soccer field to start kicking the mall Christina asked me if one of my friends were bisexual or gay. I laughed and couldn’t believe my ears. She pointed at my friend Beth. Beth was the least one near it and was almost against gay people, but we were always friends even before I came out to her. That is mostly why she stood my friend for so long. After Christian told me this it made me jump right back into thinking about girls. How could have I forgotten about them than I turned around onto the bleachers next to the soccer field and saw that girl again, who was always with Britt.

The next day we had a game. I was so excited and hyper, full of life really. As me and my friend Amanda walked onto the soccer field I saw Christina talking to that girl who always watches are games. I laughed and said to Amanda

“That girl is so cute its insane!”
Amanda laughed at me and said to me
“That’s Britt’s sister shes a lesbian
I was in so much shock I didn’t even realize the volume of my voice.
“SHE IS??!!?”
They both turned around and looked at me, oh did I feel stupid.

That whole game I kept looking at her. Lucky Christina had her chance with such a pretty thing like her. After the game I walked back into the locker room grabbing my bag and clothes. When I was over listing on Brittney and another girl talking. They were saying how odd it was that they were talking and Brittney said how Christina talks about her a lot. For some reason it bothered me a bit to see them together. As the school days went by I noticed I pass the girl in the hallway more than once. One day I saw her smile at a girl, more of a cheerleader up-tight girl, and all the blond girl did was laugh and walk away. The girl I had a crush on went from smiles to frowns which grown to hurt me as well.

It was a cold day and we had a game to go to. Christina stopped playing soccer because she didn’t like the way the team played. I never heard from her after that. Once again Brittney’s sister was at the game. This time she was with another girl named Hannah. I grew up with that girl so I knew what she was like. They sat on our sidelines talking to Brittney and the other girls. The girl eyed me quickly up and down and looked away I guess to her I wasn’t even alive.
It was the second half of the game and I was a back defender. I was pushed and I had hurt my knee. I didn’t want to stop though; I was to into the game to give up. A girl from the other team came up with the ball, I did what any other girl would do go up for it. The girl kicked the ball and hit me right in the eye. I was knocked on the ground feeling dizzy and like my face was about to fall off. Next thing I know two of my teammates carry me off to the sidelines.
I sat there watching the game with an ice pack to my leg and eye. I was beat up pretty bad that moment. I was cold, to cold to have ice packs on. Than I head a voice next to me. It was sweet and sounded so caring.

It was the girl. Brittney’s sister had spoken to me.

“You look like you need a hug, do you want one?” she said smiling
I couldn’t believe she asked me that but I smiled
“Yeah actually I would like one”

We hugged for ten seconds or so but it felt so good. A girl's arms wrapped around another was what I needed. As she departed away from me her arm still reaching for mine, than her hand grabbed hold of mine. We let go but with smiles. That moment stood in my head till the next day. I sat down near my usual spot in the locker room with my friends getting ready for another soccer game when Brittney walked up to me.

“Hey my sister wanted me to tell you something and your not gonna believe this!” said Britt laughing
“Okay? What?” I questioned
“She wanted me tot ell you that you give really good hugs, oh and that your hott. Can you believe that?” laughed Brittney.
“No I can’t!” as I smiled and gave a laugh to follow it up

On the outside I made it look like nothing, on the inside I was doing back flips. She likes me! She really likes me! I thought of her that whole day, even throughout the night. I dreamt about her but than I remembered something, I have no idea what her name is! That day I walked to school with my friend Lauren and asked her what should I do? She gave me the idea to write a note to her. So during English class, the class I have before I see her in the hallways, I wrote her a note that wrote:

Hey,
I don’t know you, but I really would like to.

Here is my cell phone number if you’d ever maybe wanna talk?
7#2-##1-##41

P.S.- I think you give really good hugs and your cute too!

I was shaking as I wrote it but I ended up finishing it. I found my friend Gary and asked him if he knew her name. HE told me her name was Rhianna. What a name! How unique and nice it was when I first said it and so on. After class I saw her and she smiled at me. She asked for a hug so I got to share another hug with her. Before she walked away I gave her the note and hoped for the best. The whole day I was in stress thinking if she’d ever call. I talked to my friend Danielle about it. It seems like every time I have a girl problem or issue or if even something good happens with a girl shes one of the first people I have to tell. Once again she gave me good advice and made me think the right things. I slept well that night having dreams about her and what I hope would become us in time.

In the morning I went to school early and stopped in the locker room with my friend Megan to drop off our things and talk for a while. I told her about what was going on and she said it was cute how I’m trying to find a girlfriend. She always thought all my girlfriends had problems and were never to good for me. What ever that means. We looked up at the clock and noticed the bell was about to ring so we decided to leave. I was about to open the door when someone on the other side opened it. It was Brittney. She looked at me and smiled. I figured she knew about me by now just the way she said hey to me. And it didn’t seem like she care to much, actually she was smiling. When she moved I couldn’t believe it but her sister was right behind her. She gave me a smile and said with such a sweet voice.
“I’m sorry I couldn’t call, family issues.”
“Its okay, don’t worry about it”
“Would it be okay if I called you during the weekend?”
“yes of course!”
“Well can I have a hug for the day?”

How could I ever say no to her? We wrapped our arms around each other and hugged.
“Oh gosh you give such good hugs!” she said to me as we hugged
“So do you, you give the best!” I replied
Megan and Brittney pulled us apart and we went our separate ways. I talked to Gary during class and told him how bad I liked Rhianna. He told me he has know her all his life and gave such a laugh to know that I would have a crush on her. Kind of like those what are the odd things. At lunch Gary made me sit with Brittney to talk to her. He told her that I had a crush on her sister and wanted to hook up with her. She smiled and said it was okay, she has no problem with it.
That weekend I had to spend the night at my friend Amanda’s house for personal reasons. The one thing I forgot was my cell phone. When I went home the next morning I missed 5 calls. My mom, my sister, my friend Jen, Becca, and this blocked number. I couldn’t call it back, but I knew it was her. Did I miss my chance on talking to her? I sat in my basement thinking about her and nothing else. Than before I closed my eyes I smiled and said, there is always tomorrow.